Changes.

Gah. I've been spending the past few days of April in front of the computer. *sigh*
Okay, so these past few days I got so interested in so many things: Photography, Drawing etc. etc. It's kinda funny because I DON'T HAVE ANY DECENT ARTIST TOOL! [errr. except for Photoshop?!]
OK, We don't even have a Digital Camera. [Yes, believe me.]
And the only thing I have is a webcam and MUSIC PHONE with built in 2 Mega PX Camera.
That's that bad, getting interested in photography when you have nothing. I'd be very, very thankful if I had a Digital Camera--but, sorry to say, its a NO. I'm not going to be very ambitious. I won't shoot the stars for a dSLR at this moment... 1. Because it's not something very affordable.
2. Because I'm still undergoing minor technicality-tutorials.
I'm teaching myself...but how could I? I don't even have a camera. [ERR.]
My composition skills are a bit honed. [A BIT. It's not that great, you know.]
And that's the only thing I'm holding on to. Oh well. I guess my photography-dreams will end up with Forensic Photography. [Just so you know, I want to be a forensic. (AMBITIOUS!)]
But it's pretty funny--I'm still trusting my 'artistic eye' through all of these. HAHA!
Ok, let's go on with academics...
I PROMISE, I WOULD KILL MYSELF IF I WILL BREAK THIS PROMISE.
I will dedicate the next months for College Exam Preparations. [Yes. I'm reviewing, going to universities....etc.etc.]
I really, really, REALLY want to go to UP and kick my butt off there NO MATTER WHAT MY COURSE is.
BS Biology -- crossing my fingers for med school!
?? Behavioral Science/ or maybe Psychology -- I dunno, this course gets you a job like a brand manager, they say.... GAH. I dunno.
BA English Literature or maybe BFA Creative Writing -- OF COURSE, I spent my WHOLE LIFE writing [from my karabaw English back in Kinder up to my frustrated novelist status now.]
BFA Visual Communication -- I'm hoping that the time I wasted in front of the PC doing all sorts of crazy art schemes will pay off. [PERO MAY TALENT TEST TO AH?! And I heard you have to draw.... OH GOSH I'M FRIGGIN' dead.]
If ever VC won't work for me, I swear, I'm filling in 'BS Clothing Technology' on that empty field [WHAT?! Chemistry...AGAIN!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Enough valencing for me!]
I also want to take the ACET. [oh, umasa pa.] Of course, I'm requiring myself to try my luck in a science course. [BECAUSE if ever. [operational phrase 'if ever'] I passed and got a DOST Scholarship, well then, this will give DOST a full use to my education. LOL.]
Honestly, I want to take an English course in ADMU, but fine, a big GOOD LUCK to the tuition fee.

XOXO.