Terrible.

I felt so terrible today.
I never felt this weak for a long time now.

Honestly, my feelings are so hard towards some of my friends now.
I understand why they did it because I felt the same way as they did and it crossed my mind.
But I never have the urge to commit it.

It felt that there are devils lying beneath their minds controlling them to do it.

Sure, they are vulnerable, but such thing is a sin already.

Haay. Pero ayaw pa din nila makinig.

LA CORDA BOYS. [And why they changed my outlook in....er...BOYS.]

WHO CARES IF IT'S ANIME?! LOL.

These guys gave me the lowdown on my ideal guy. [IF SUCH EXISTS.]

Tsukimori Len --> THE MAYAMAN, GWAPO kaso SUPLADO specimen.

Len's KASUPLADUHAN is minimized by Hino's cool. HOWEVER, If I were in her place, I would totally make his head hotter. Girl with little patience+Boy with little patience= END OF THE WORLD. But he's a family man, which I pretty like.

Hihara Kazuki -->THE BUBBLY, THE FUNNY and the COMMON.

Hihara is definitely bf-material. Sweet, funny and caring, he makes you feel at ease when you are with him. Kaso, for me, I lack interest kasi typical na ang ganung guy. Super stereotypical na. Ahaha. Whatever.

Yunoki Azuma--> the man-bitch


Yep, the man bitch. He has this dual personality and fools everyone with the flick of his hand. Lucky girl Hino unraveled Yunoki's dilapidated side--which I loooved more than the "crush ng bayan" and "nice guy" taunts. Yunoki's other side is so much interesting ---but a bit more... Chuck Bass-y. URK. Creepy.


Ryotarou Tsuchiura --> the brawny bf


Let's face it-- he's the anime version of the brawny Newport Beach resident, Ryan Atwood. Her Marissa Cooper? UGH. Please, not Hino. AND YES, I never wanted my own RA. Sorry, Tsuchiura. :(

Shimizu Keiichi- SMART, CUTE and...?!


Okay, okay, he's friggin' smart, he's cute too, but, dang! Why so innocent, Shimizu?! UGH.

TOP 5 THINGS THAT FREAK ME OUT. [about GUYS]

1. UBER VAIN 'MODEL' PICS.

-Seeing a guy's friendster or facebook bombarded with his face [close-up] and his body [wearing only boxer shorts...or worse, underwear or NOTHING. (in my case, i never ended up in one.)] pretty much freaks me out. GROSS. It's not that only the female species are authorized to do that, some guys take their pictures like they are girls. AND THAT'S YUCK. Lalo na kung gwapo pa man din. KAHIT ANO hitsura niya, he will freak me out with his super-close up photos. =p

2. HE WATCHES TYRA BANKS--by HIMSELF.

-Watching Ms. Banks' Little show with your girl friend is acceptable. But sitting pretty in front of the TV watching that model blab about loving your cellulites [and you're a guy] just sends a chill down to my spine. URK.

3. HE FINDS WU CHUN GWAPO [even in a manly way.]

-Wu Chun is handsome. Ask me. Ask everybody else. BUT making him the 'pogi inspiration' of a guy is just plain--WTF?! Guys have a very delicate ego. So, he won't stoop down Wu Chun's level [OH YES, even though Wu Chun is sooo much better that his face.] Guys won't say, 'Gwapo naman si Wu Chun.' when asked by their girl friends. Guys would normally say: 'No he's not. Mas gwapo ako jan.' YEA. Indeed. Ahh. The safety of guy's confidence.

4. TATTOOS.

- Oh yea, it's the male measure of toughness. But it's plain lame.

5. HE READS MAXIM BESIDE A GIRL.

- It's human nature. Males read those. But beside a girl?! NAH. Leave the reading at home before you get the wrong impression.

Raising HELLen

How sick and how pathetic hearing words from a false saint?
I've been experiencing that for a long while now. And you know? IT TOTALLY MAKES ME SICK.
Backstabbing can not be [we all know that, face the facts!] avoided. Even though you are the world's most sincere person, you would still come and think of a person's attitude and talk about it with someone--before gaining the courage to face that person and talk about his/her behavior.
O-M-G. She totally have no right to blab about sharp tongues--for she possess one, too. I EVEN encountered one of her "EWW. AYOKO SA KANYA HE IS SO CREEPY." moments and she even felt those guys are her stalkers. I know, right now? I'm doing the sharp-tongue-behind-her-back-thing. There's no better way to let her realize that lecturing everyone else about 'backstabbing is a no-no' when she, herself is a sick backstabber, is completely wrong and unpleasant to the 5 senses. =p

Let her poor soul that what she's been flagging ang blah-ing about the whole wide world, lest come back to her and give her a wake-up call.

XO,
G.

Santa Evita

Whew! Finally we breezed through our Musical Play, Evita last March 20, 2008. It was no easy feat, especially time is really inevitable. Even though the play won't pass off for SUPER public viewing, this is one of my treasured school events. =] I want to thank everybody for the cooperation, and their trust in my skills as a director [i admit I'm not that good.]. I also want to congratulate Miss Saigon [III-Rutherford's Musical Play] for a huge success. Upon watching it, I felt that everything is so alive and realistic! [AND NOT TO MENTION, I was really shocked with the kissing sceneS.]

Cheers to the Juniors! Ü

East Meets West PART 1

PART ONE!

i've been a fan of asianovelas and at the same time, american tv shows too.
so, here's my catch on what's the best on both sides of the world! =]

TV SHOWS

EASTERN: 1 Liter of Tears [I haven't finished the series yet, but this is definitely a tearjerker.]

Other faves include: Lovers in Paris, My Girl and yes-OH YES! Meteor Garden! =))

Western: Gossip Girl [hands down, the best. EVER. never missed an episode!]

Other faves: Pushing Daisies, Project Runway

ANIME/CARTOONS:

Eastern: DEATH NOTE. [ILY, L] This is the anime where I got to think deeper. ANGSTY in nature but definitely, Light Yagami is still a hearthrob, hands down. [AND DO L EVER CHANGE OUTFITS?! LOL. I love the both ANYWAY.]

Other Faves: La Corda D'Oro, Naruto, Super GALS! [Yeah, right.]



Western: Spongebob Squarepants. He's the ultimate funny guy [err...sponge.] When I'm having a bad day, he's my guilty pleasure!

Other Faves: Powepuff Girls and Totally Spies! =p

Suddenly...

...IT HIT ME!

I really have so many plans this summer. I already expect that I'll be spending it at home [BUMMER!] but It somewhat gives me more opportunity to study for college entrance exams. HOWEVER.
I think it would be fun to try out playing the Violin. [GAWD.] I finally have this feeling this will be the most effective instrument for me. I can formally play the piano [with all the notes and everything]. I can play the guitar but it still gives a me a hard time playing some chords and plucking. I can play the bamboo flute [a requirement for school back then!]. But still, I have this hunger to learn a new instrument--and it's VIOLIN! [thanks to La Corda, I've been in love with the instrument since].

I also have to learn how to cook and improve my skills *oh yeah* in ironing clothes. Who knows? I might go to Baguio for college? I plan on choosing UP Campuses in Manila and Baguio for my applications. IDK, but I hate commuting a lot. I live in Valenzuela so it would only be a jeepney and LRT away to the Manila Campus. At least, If I'm staying in Baguio, there are so many dorms wherein they are just walking distance away from the Baguio campus. DEADS ako pag nag-Diliman and I'm afraid na pagsabayin ang Manila and Diliman as choice campuses since they both had the highest qouta among the UP Campuses. TSK. Mahal na ang tuition sa ibang universities if ever I didn't pass the UPCAT.

HAAAY. This is killing me.

MY FAVE B**CH IS BACK!!!

Some Kind of Wonderful.

So I really need a human intervention. ASAP.
Shame on me.
Shame on everything I've done.
This ain't right anymore.

PROM and other Ramblings

And so the expected fun night turned out to be a bit fun. =p

POINTS I LOVE: I totally love my prom pics! I don't have a really heavy makeup and I really look fab with the winged-eyeliner look, the black dress and the rockin' head dress! =) But best of all I get to spend this night with my friends!!! [GO GOSSIP FILLE!]

POINTS I HATE: the programme. the venue. the food. 'nuff said. =p

I really don't have to ramble everything! It's getting out of hand. BUT AFTER THAT NIGHT, OH MY GOSH, projects galore! =p